Saturday, December 29, 2012
听到这首歌，我就会想起一位好朋友。
这位好朋友在几个月前突然间不再跟我联络。
我知道他是有意避开我的。
但我不知道他为什么要那么做。
我很心痛，因为我很珍惜我们的友情。
突然间毫无原因的失去一个好朋友带给我很多疑惑。
我做错事了吗？讲错话？
我做了什么事让他想要在我身命中消失？
我一直想，一直想。。。
到现在我还是想不通。
我偶尔会问我自己：他在做这个决定前可曾犹豫过？
：他在做这个决定后可曾后悔过？有没有想过当作没事发生，一如往常地继续保持联络？
而最想知道的是；我这个朋友在他心里是有着怎样的地位。。。
我相信我们这辈子再见面的机会很渺茫。
这些问题也很可能一辈子都没有答案。。
但不要紧。。
我还是很感谢他带给我那些快乐的记忆。。
很感谢他曾经对我的种种包容。。
很高兴曾经有过他这一位好朋友。。
给好朋友的话：
如果你有机会看到我写的这篇博克，我想要你知道虽然你决定不再与我保持联络，可能已经不再把我当成朋友，但是在我心里你还是我的好朋友。在此我献上我衷心的祝福 - 祝你获得幸福，活得快乐！天天开开心心 :)
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Wednesday, December 26, 2012
Boxing Day
Just another day in Sg.Woke up at 9am today despite only hitting my pillow at 3am last night.
Realized I have problem sleeping once the sun is high up in sky..
Sleep after 9am is never good for me.
Another 1 week to school reopen.
Cleaned the boys bag today. Slowly getting ready for the new year and new school term.
School U & shoes scheduled for tomorrow.
Have been thinking - should I return to work?
Sheryl have already found a job but might not be able to work due to Spenc student care arrangement.
She is still finding a SC for S.
Hopefully she is able to find 1 before the school start.
MIL said to look for 1 after CNY.
Yeah! Another few months to slack officially~
Life will be busy once the school starts.
I have been slacking the whole December holiday..
Looking forward to the 'more normal' life come school reopen:)
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Thursday, December 20, 2012
Not easy being a mother... especially to primary school kids.
I got irritated easily these days and I think it's because I'm thinking too much.
I feel like sh*t not working!
Even sh*tier when my 'lazy-bones syndrome' worked up!
I blew my top at, practically, everything my kids did today!
MIL said to me in a monotone 'you're in bad mood today..'
Something I did not realize till she pointed it out.
I want to go back to work, but I want to stay at home and be with the kids.
I got so used to contributing (monetarily) that now I don't, I feel so useless!
I keep telling myself that, well, it's for the better of my kids...
The feeling will pass... blah blah blah...
But guess the 'feeling' is so into me that after so long, it still lingers!
And it's EATING me!
It feels harder to adapt to environment as you age.
But I really hope I can get to it fast!
And I should slack less..
All these slacking these 2 months have seriously worsen my 'lazy-bones syndrome'!
Last 2 weeks before school re-opens and the early morning stuff.
I really hope I can tune my body clock back to fit the routine.
做人好累。。。
I got irritated easily these days and I think it's because I'm thinking too much.
I feel like sh*t not working!
Even sh*tier when my 'lazy-bones syndrome' worked up!
I blew my top at, practically, everything my kids did today!
MIL said to me in a monotone 'you're in bad mood today..'
Something I did not realize till she pointed it out.
I want to go back to work, but I want to stay at home and be with the kids.
I got so used to contributing (monetarily) that now I don't, I feel so useless!
I keep telling myself that, well, it's for the better of my kids...
The feeling will pass... blah blah blah...
But guess the 'feeling' is so into me that after so long, it still lingers!
And it's EATING me!
It feels harder to adapt to environment as you age.
But I really hope I can get to it fast!
And I should slack less..
All these slacking these 2 months have seriously worsen my 'lazy-bones syndrome'!
Last 2 weeks before school re-opens and the early morning stuff.
I really hope I can tune my body clock back to fit the routine.
做人好累。。。
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