//...winter...\\

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

10 years ago, I told everyone around me I will never be a mother.
I didn't want to be tied down by anyone or anything.
I can't imagine looking after another person, adult or baby.
I was sure that I will never get married.

7 years ago, when I lost my first child, the pain is so intense that I thought I will die.
It was then that I know that somewhere deep within me present the longing to be a mother.
If there were no such longing, why would I grieve for my lost child?

Today, I have 3 lovely children.
They are my pride and joy!
I don't know what will become of me if I never have them in my life.
One thing for sure, without them I will never learn what is love.
And how to love.
The bond beetween a mother and child is something nothing can break.

Yesterday, Travis brought back his Final Assessment's result.
I was like 'WOW' when I saw his score for both English & Maths FAs.
And was even more impressed as I went through the papers.
He was better than I thought.
I feel so proud of him!

Labels: Kids, Random

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 2:24 PM

Monday, December 28, 2009

Call up PSB today to give them the APP number they require.
And guess what I was told???

I was accepted by the school!!!!

I am so very happy!!!!!!!!!!!

Orientation tomorrow evening at 7pm, Delta Campus.
I will be there earlier than that, no doubt!

2009 will come to an end very soon.
2010 will be here.

What's my new year resolution?
Tons of them!

1. Lose weight. At least 10kg!!!
2. Be more organized - work as well as in life.
3. Spend more quality time with the kids.
4. Spend my money wisely.

Ok, the rest will be kept secret... ;-)

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 11:20 PM

Friday, December 25, 2009

Have you read the news about driving needles into people's body to kill them?

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20091224/twl-brazil-child-abuse-religion-4bdc673.html
http://www.asiaone.com/News/Latest+News/Asia/Story/A1Story20091211-185245.html

What is this world coming to???

I don't understand how they can do that to their own flesh and blood!!!!!!

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 12:46 AM

Monday, December 21, 2009

Rhys is down with fever and bronchitis again.
Took a day off work and brought him to the PD.
He was given a week's supply of Singulair and
was instructed to he is to be on long-term fixotide.

Called the PD today at 9am.
And guess what was I being told?
There was a waiting time of 7 hours!!!!!
I did the registration over the phone,
and started the 7 hours wait.

Went Diaso today - both Vivo & Rivervale Mall.
Bought alot of things like tidbits, Japanese instant noodles, goggles for the kids, etc...
Saw that they also sell those Japanese ware like plates & bowls.
Maybe I can buy mine there when my i got my flat.

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 9:08 PM

Thursday, December 10, 2009

You know what?
I almost burst out laughing when I open up the question papers!
I know almost all 4 questions given in section B!

If all questions in section B were correctly answered,
that would means a guaranteed pass!

I smell freedom in the air!
No more revision marathons that stretch from evenings to midnights.
It's so very taxing!!!!

Next on my to-do list will be the application of my Diploma course.
I doesn't have the required academic qualifications to enter the course,
so now I'm trying ways and means to get myself admitted into this course.

Home loan of my future flat will be next thereafter.
I've wrote an email to appeal and they have replied asking
for documents to facilitate the request.
So I gotta get the documents ready and send it over within the next 3 weeks.

Then come my final theory test which is after Christmas.
I am not too worried about it as I have almost the rest of December to prepare myself for it.
My whole office will be almost empty starting from next week.
So I'm basically going into a government-less state.
I have more freedom and less workload...
Not a bad way to spend my December=)

Actually I'm a little worried about my today's paper.
I'm a little uncertain on the last question.
Not really sure if I've done it correctly.
But then, I understand that marks are not only
allocated for answers given but also working done.
I'm quite confident that I have done all workings &
applied all formulas correctly.
Hopefully even if final answer is wrong,
I won't lose too many marks on this question.

Will be meeting up with some long-time-no-contact friends for KTV on Christmas eve.
Looking forward to that~ ;)

Labels: Life, Studies

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 9:48 PM

Sunday, December 06, 2009

End of year.
Festive season...
But my whole December will be spent studying for test & exams.
Paper 3 & 4 exam will be on the 9th & 10th.
Final theory on 26th.
There goes my whole December.......

My company is sponsoring for my next course - Diploma in Business Administration.
This is one of the most basic course of all.
The next course after this will be Bachelor of Science (Honours) Banking and Finance.
If everything goes smoothly, I will be able to attain my goal in 5 years time.

Forgot if I ever post it here.
It's about my home loan with HDB.
I received a letter from HDB saying that my application was rejected
as hubby is not holding a full time job now.
We have 2 alternatives.
One is to get a bank loan and another is to appeal.
Of course I will choose the latter.
It's not as if I'm rushing to move into the new house.
I have all the time in the world to appeal.
And now it's time to start doing the necessary.

The whole office will be empty except for me for most days in december.
Everyone is on block leave...
Shiok right???
I still must go back and 'pa bang'.
^&*(%^&$*(

Gotta start on my exercise and meditation after my exam this coming thursday.
I put on another 4kg within 2 months...
Gotta shed that all!!!!!

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 8:25 PM

How I envy those with good looks.
When I was out with my elder sis, I look more like the elder one...
Imagine she's 4 yrs my senior, but I look older than her!

But then again, looks are only skin deep.
It gives you a certain degree of privilege over those with no looks.
But that will only last a while.
Imagine communicating with one that has the look but no brain...
You'll rather bang your head against the wall..
Trust me...

I agree that we should all look good.
This is a kind of respect to yourself as well as to others.

Some people are so obsessed with looking good to the point of self abusing.
I don't understand why do they have to do that to themselves.
And I think it's torturing to live like this.

I rather look like an old hag but live happily.
If someone is true to you, be it friends or lover or whatever,
your looks will never be an issue to them.

I need a makeover cos I seriously think that
I look like those that comes out on the 7th month.

Any volunteers?????

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 3:20 AM

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

The walls are closing in on me...
I feel so suffocated!!!!

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 5:00 PM