Sunday, May 29, 2011
This blog has been long abandoned by me due to my hectic schedule and my uninteresting life.
But now I found a new interest to this blog and it is to dump all my unhappiness here.
As u can see, not many ppl actually read blogs anymore (other than blogstore and blogs from famous blogger).
So I think this place is a good place to pour our whatever unhappiness I'm feeling inside me without all the Kpos spying...
I feel like my happiness is built on the mood of my hubby.
When he's happy, I feel like the most-blessed woman on earth.
But when he's in one of his mood, often I'll feel so in-dignified.
Yes, I know... We're considered 老夫老妻 but I guess if you're truly in love with someone, most of the conflicts of feeling u have will be very much the same as those 'new' couples.
Most of the time when my father is not using the lorry, and we have to go somewhere, I'll ask him to use the lorry instead of taking a cab. I mean 'why spend money when we can save some'???
Most of the time he will give me a LJ face even though he agree to drive.
And me, I will feel so fed-up with his LJ face that I'll just grumble all the way, spoiling whatever good and nice mood we're in at that time.
And often, I'll feel so in-dignified; that all my sacrifices were not appreciated.
Life is hard but I believe that if both of us are willing to get through it together, everything will be easier.
But I often felt so... how should I say? ...... just so down, so sad....
Because often when in need, I will realize that no one is with me.
My mum never cares about me, neither is anyone in my family.
Whatever thing I've done, it's always all my fault...
Even though such thing happened to another one before me, they'll never give me the privilege of the same treatment.
My Mother in law are too caught up with the kids that even if she wants to, she has no ability to bother much about me.
Joe... My man.... The one I thought I could entrust my whole life to...
All he cares about is his game.
I can die today.... Everyone can today... But he will not be affected at all.
Nobody's well being is as important to his addiction to the virtual world.
Sometimes I wonder what have I got myself into.
I hate the life I'm having now.
I always believe that 吃亏就是占便宜。
But sometimes I wonder if this is really the case.........
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snowflakes at 12:46 PM
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