Sunday, April 29, 2007

Bought a 3R photo album and a name card holder for the pics. Everything seems peaceful on the outside, but it sems like a wave of tornado just swept by on the inside. Life is so unpredictable, i know.. No body knows what will happen tomorrow. Those you trust may betray you and those you love may turn against you. Buddies might turn into enemy.. I just learn never to trust anyone too much. Maybe I'm just born to be a loner.. I love to be alone.. No one to be there to bother me.. Or maybe i have 2 kids and they're like always making so much noise, that's y i turn to love the silence..

So sick and tired to live this kind of life.. Where you can't find anyone who is true to you... People are just making use of each other.. And frankly speaking, I'm somoene who hate to be made use of. Dun let me have this kind of feeling....

Will be watching spiderman III this coming Fri or Sat @ GV max @ Vivo City. Maybe after that we can go take some nice photo at the balcony=))) Fiona is getting married. Her wedding dinner is on the 24 May 2007 @ Carlton hotel (2nd level, Empress Room). Good wor, they can have the kind of wedding they want.. Sometimes i really envy ppl like them. They can have what they want. That's why i always thought.. Ppl can't make one mistake, or others will remember it for their life and use it against you... No matter how good you are, you can't be bad for once.. or you're finished!!!

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 7:54 PM

Friday, April 27, 2007

Spent 2 hours on the address Labels... ZzzZzzz~ The size of the pre-designed templates in microsoft words and the size of the actual label differs.. Wasted one sheet of the labels.. *so angry* Went to download 'DesignPro' software and the problem was solved.. ~phew~

So tired~ Finally, everything is done!!!!!

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 3:30 PM

Quitted smoking, but still very limited money.... why?? All channel it into food~ Been eating quite alot lately.. Mood not right.. Feeling rather down. The only way that seems to make me happy is to eat to my hearts content..

Went to see doc for contraceptive pills just now.. Damn ex lorx.. Less then 5 mins of consultation, and a pack of yasmin, cost me $40.00.. Wooeee~~

Still thinking if i wanna go for my rebonding or not.. Or to buy the ipod nano.. Sad~ money still no enough even though i quit smoking.. Early know i continue smoke ~blehx~ 'just kidding=D'

Contractor came and change new pipe for the toilets today... Since this morning i woke up until now.. Can't even use the toilet... No choice, go to john's house to use his toilet... So pai seh~

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 11:45 AM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

You entered: Isabella

There are 8 letters in your name.
Those 8 letters total to 25
There are 4 vowels and 4 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:
Spanish Female My God is bountiful. God of plenty. Devoted to God. A Spanish variant of Elizabeth.
Shakespearean Female 'Measure for Measure' Sister to Claudio.
Italian Female italian form of Isabel: consecrated to God.
Hebrew Female Devoted to God.


Your number is: 7

The characteristics of #7 are: Analysis, understanding, knowledge, awareness, studious, meditating.

The expression or destiny for #7:Thought, analysis, introspection, and seclusiveness are all characteristics of the expression number 7. The hallmark of the number 7 is a good mind, and especially good at searching out and finding the truth. You are so very capable of analyzing, judging and discriminating, that very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding. You are the type of person that can really get involved in a search for wisdom or hidden truths, often becoming an authority on whatever it is your are focusing on. This can easily be of a technical or scientific nature, or it may be religious or occult, it matters very little, you pursue knowledge with the same sort of vigor. You can make a very fine teacher, or because of a natural inclination toward the spiritual, you may become deeply emerged in religious affairs or even psychic explorations. You tend to operate on a rather different wavelength, and many of your friends may not really know you very well. The positive aspects of the 7 expression are that you can be a true perfectionist in a very positive sense of the word. You are very logical, and usually employ a quite rational approach to most things you do. You can be so rational at times that you almost seem to lack emotion, and when you are faced with an emotional situation, you may have a bit of a problem coping with it. You have excellent capabilities to study and learn really deep and difficult subjects, and to search for hidden fundamentals. At full maturity you are likely to be a very peaceful and poised individual.

If there is an over supply of the number 7 in your makeup, the negative aspects of the number may be apparent. The chief negative of 7 relates to the limited degree of trust that you may have in people. A tendency to be highly introverted can make you a bit on the self-centered side, certainly very much self-contained . Because of this, you are not very adaptable, and you may tend to be overly critical and intolerant. You really like to work alone, at your own pace and in your own way. You neither show or understand emotions very well.


Your Soul Urge number is: 7
A Soul Urge number of 7 means: With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop you idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.
You are very timid around people that you don't know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don't easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.

The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 9
An Inner Dream number of 9 means: You dream of being creative, intellectual, and universal; the selfless humanitarian. You understand the needy and what to help them. You would love to be a person people count on for support and advice.




http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp





IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 4:51 PM

No hope for yesterdays exam. I skipped the whole section C that makes up 20-30% of the marks. Did not finish section B. Most question in Section B were answered halfway. The only part of the paper that i finish everything is Section A (Multiple Choice)..

Haiz~~~

Aries like got alot of problem lately, also dunno how to help her.. Can sense that her mood these few days not very good... No jokes. no kpkb, nothing... Call her she only 'ah.. what?!' Like ppl owe her few trillion like that.

I dunno if i have to be partly responsible for the plight she's in now.. I'm the one who helped her in the decision making of sueing Bryan for maintenance. I help her find out how to do it too... Haiz~ Also dunno is 在害她还是在帮她。。。 阿莉撕,你告诉我吧!!!

Yan Yan nose bleed this morning.. Brought him to see a doctor. Thought it's due to his body over heaty, but doc says it's due to scratching.. No one will go scratch his nose for no reason.. So guess he's the one who scratch till it bleeds.. ~Silly boy~

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 1:57 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007

Did something very 'courageous' with Aries yesterday.. Haha~ Went to the Jean Yip Audition. We're there at about 11am. There were only 16 ppl before us. We were really nervous while waiting outside the room. My number was called and i entered the room with shivering limps.. I was almost stuttering.. Everything took only about 5 mins but it seems like the longest 5 mins in my life... We were done and we left the place before 12p.m...

While walking out of the reception area, Aries asked me how high I thought our chances would be... Frankly, i dunno.. But i dun think will be high.. It's alright even if we did not make it to the 'finals'... cos i think that this is a very good experience... There's next time, anyway... If we fail this time, we can go for another audition the next time(if there is another one again~)

Still thinking if i should buy the Ipod Mp3 player.. the one with 30Gb memory.. It's priced at $438. Same price as the 8GB Ipod Nano... Aries said that with the same amount of money, she advice me to buy the one with 30GB. As it can be use as back-up for my comp media files.... Got the urge to buy.. but still thinking if i wanna buy it through instalment or one time cash payment... Any good advice??

Having my marketing exam later at PSB, Tiong Bahru Campus @ 2p.m. Feeling rather nervous.. cos till now (4hr before the exam) i still have not do my revision yet... and i simply dun remember a thing about marketing.. Fail for sure.. but, wish me luck..... (of course, I'll do my revision after blogging.. I am not so naive as to wait for miracles to happen.. Good results won't drop from sky.<=)

Received a letter from HDB the other day regarding my HDB Home Loan. The amount of loan I can loan with HDB is $159,000. (It's about $30,000 more then what i need.) The price of my new house is only $125,900. With the loan amt of $159,000, repayment period of 30 yrs, my monthly instalment would be $640.00. ~Woo~

Gotta wait till yr 2011 for my flat to be delivered to us.. Hmm..... How i wish it could be delivered earlier.....

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 9:51 AM

Friday, April 20, 2007

Joe's turn to fall sick.. Brought him to a doc but ended up quarreling because he doesn't want to see a doc. Doc took temp of him last night - 39c. Woo~ that's high!!!.. Slight difficulty in breathing.. yellowish phlegms, body aches... The medicine and consultation fee cost 55 bucks...

Have not been smoking for 3 days... Due to previous experience, guess I'll do better this time.. Treating my mum, sis & nephew to Pizza Hut later.. It's been a long time since i last had lunch with them... Gotta wait for boss to come back... Sianz~ Can he come back faster mahx?!!!!!!!!!

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 11:07 AM

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Third attempt to quit smoking.. (brave ya??) Thought of a way to motivate myself.. And that is to get myself a gift every 30 days if i did not touch a cigarette at all.. Things i will be getting for myself
  1. Ipod Nano
  2. Rebonding
  3. dye hair
  4. New PC

Guess will start with a Ipod Nano which cost about $300++ in the market.. From today till next 18 May, if i never smoke again, I'll be able to get my Ipod Nano!!!!!

Sounds stupid right?? But at least i have something to work towards it... I won't feel that all these hard work is for nothing.. Hope I'll be getting my first Ipod Nano soon... Wish me luck everyone!!!


IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 11:04 AM

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

I've been sleeping for the past 2 days... I'm so sick. Went to TTSH twice in a row. Doc did a blood test and urine test on me. Said that what i had was viral infection. No medicine can be taken for my case.. I honestly thought that i was going to die. I was so in pain... I had this severe headache that cause me to feel giddy and made me vomited.. In less then 2 hours, i vomitted roughly 15 times... Till the yellowish-green juice are all vomitted out.. I was put on drip and was given pain killer the last time i went to TTSH. After everything, I feel better now..

I've not touched a cigarette for the last few days.. Hope I could just stop it like that. I know i had to stop smoking for my sons sake as well as for my own sake.. I hope dear dear can quit smoking tgt with me too... But i know it'll be quite hard on him..

Hopefully, i can really stop smoking this time round.. I hate spending money on buying cigarette... It's a total waste of money.. Guess i can help purge out the nicotin in my body by drinking more plain water and do more exercise.. Pray for me everyone.. That I'll be able to overcome this obstacle...

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 4:12 AM

Friday, April 13, 2007

Changed a new blogskin.. Added new features like a analog clock and a counter in it.. Nice?? Personally, I find it quite alright.. Plain simple and chic. that's the way i like.. I doesn't like things to be too fanciful.

Yan is still having fever.. But dunno if it's high or not.. Called home just now and that's what my mother in law told me.. Sad~ Wonder why like that... Falling ill one after another.. Blame it on the food, blame it on the weather... Blame it on whatever... But why can't human being just dun fall sick... Possible??? Ya, unless you are 神lorx!!!

Meeting Zeqi out for dinner tonight at 7p.m @ Raffles... That lass... have not seen her since a few years back.. Wonder how is she now?? We used to be very good friends. But lost contact after i left school. It came as a surprise that she'll meet me out for dinner to celebrate my birthday.. I'm touched..

Have the urge to go rebond & dye my hair.. But money no enough... Haiz~ Should i wait till this December before i go for rebonding??? So that i no need to do it again before Chinese new year.. Or should i do it now and do it again before Chinese new year?? Hmm....

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 11:15 AM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

It's 4pm in the afternoon. The sky is dark and filled with roars of thunder. Another hour to off-work. gotta go fetch my beloved bin bin from school. Yan yan is sick today, so is at home resting.. It's been a long long time since i last had some private time with Bin Bin... This naughty boy... My mind is filled with him everyday. He's so.... how should i say?? He melts your heart... My baby...

Been thinking of this lately..
What do you think of yourself?? Or how do others think of you?? I think of myself as arrogant, ignorant, bitch(at times), compassionate(at times).... But that's the way i think of myself... But how, exactly, do others think of me??? That's the question i dun get the answer... Hey frenz, dun mind just let me know how you think of me... You can just post it in my tag box or sms me or msg me... Whatever way is convenient for you..

(4.16pm now... Another 45 mins or so left..)
How hubby think of me is something i dun know too... but i know he finds me a bitch... (both in everyday life and in bed?? =XxX) ~blehz~ I always bully him... And he's always in my beck and call... I know he's not scared of me, but, rather, he dotes on me... That's why he doesn't wanna make me angry.. I always said that he's useless and dun care about his family... which i know what i said is totally untrue... i only said it when he pissed me off.... When he make me lose my mind... I'm bad, i know... But i got him hooked on me thru the bad way too... ;-PpP

I know how i treat my hubby will one day make me lose him... but i dunno how to treat him better when he's like.... Haiz~ Dunno how should i say it... You guys should see how he is at home... And i can be sure that you guys will also wanna kick him on his butt too....

Been listening to the song <I wanna love you by Akon>. A very nice song... It's just that the one i'm listening is <I wanna fu*k you> by the same singer.. Vulgar... And it lost all meaning.. you guys should have sign in to YouTube and watch the MTV... It's so damn hot man!!! Sex-maniac and perverts will definitely love it...=X

(4.23pm)
Gotta stop here... Login friendster after this... Cos i forgot to add alex as frenx... I took his e mail add from him like 2 weeks ago and forget all about it... Absent minded.. I know I am... you know why?? Cos pregnant mother's brain do shrink during pregnancy... It's just that mine have not restore to pre-pregnancy size yet... =P

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 4:01 PM

Yan yan is sick... Same as his bro, vomit and fever.. Doctor said it's stomach flu. Haiz~ Hope he'll recover soon.. Sianz~ Now working part time, with more free time for myself.. but can't seems to find much things to do during free time.. So grdually turn my attn over to food. been eating quite alot lately... Becoming more and more fatter nowadays le..

Temper quite bad recently... Keep screaming and shouting over small matter.. Hmm.... Wonder if it's the monthly thing coming... Hope so.....

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 3:28 PM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Been extremely lazy recently.. not only my in law can't stand me, i can't even stand my own laziness... Steve met me last night to celebrate my birthday for me. Treated me to a stingray and some satays.. Didn't ate much as i went for dinner at Balestier Bak Kut Teh with my family before meeting him.. Yingyong, boeyven and my hubby was with us. Chatted till about 2 am before deciding to head home.. Steve and hubby talked the most, the rest of us only in charge of laughing.. They were talking about their ID things.. A small little secret that only we few know.. But it's really damn funny and stupid and lame..

Chatted with mummy last evening.. she said that she kept having dizzy spell recently and her monthly period has already been late for 10 days. My reply: 'Congrats mum!!!' Wasn't sure if she's exactly pregnant, but i do hope she'll give me a baby sister.. Me and my elder sis had already given my mum our word that if she really gave birth to a baby girl, we'll raise her and take care of her tgt... But only if she's a girl..

Whole afternoon was busy taking photo of my clothes and uploading them to yahoo auction. Clearing off some clothes that have not worn for ages.. And some small accessories that is still new.. Feel bad throwing away.. Cos some are still very new.. not even used.. So decided to put them on auction.. Try finding another new owner for them..

Hmm... Life's peaceful...

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 2:45 PM

Been extremely lazy recently.. not only my in law can't stand me, i can't even stand my own laziness... Steve met me last night to celebrate my birthday for me. Treated me to a stingray and some satays.. Didn't ate much as i went for dinner at Balestier Bak Kut Teh with my family before meeting him.. Yingyong, boeyven and my hubby was with us. Chatted till about 2 am before deciding to head home.. Steve and hubby talked the most, the rest of us only in charge of laughing.. They were talking about their ID things.. A small little secret that only we few know.. But it's really damn funny and stupid and lame..

Chatted with mummy last evening.. she said that she kept having dizzy spell recently and her monthly period has already been late for 10 days. My reply: 'Congrats mum!!!' Wasn't sure if she's exactly pregnant, but i do hope she'll give me a baby sister.. Me and my elder sis had already given my mum our word that if she really gave birth to a baby girl, we'll raise her and take care of her tgt... But only if she's a girl..

Whole afternoon was busy taking photo of my clothes and uploading them to yahoo auction. Clearing off some clothes that have not worn for ages.. And some small accessories that is still new.. Feel bad throwing away.. Cos some are still very new.. not even used.. So decided to put them on auction.. Try finding another new owner for them..

Hmm... Life's peaceful...

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 2:45 PM

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