Sunday, November 13, 2011
刚下完一场大雨,今晚的天气好冷,但是我好想吃杯冰淇淋。可能没有几个人会知道当我在情绪极为低潮的时候,冰淇淋是我最想吃的食物。
今晚我的心情就像这场雨一样一直下。我终于了解原来人类一直在追求的爱情,亲情,友情,原来是那么的遥不可及。
虽然我们每天都被我们的家人,朋友, 爱人包围着,但是在我们失落时,我们往往会发现到我们身边其实没有一个我们能依靠的人。
结婚了近10年,我现在才了解要唱长相思守是多么难做到的一件事。
很多人会说"既然婚姻不愉快,那倒不如离婚算了!"
我也是其中一个有此想法的人。但是有些时候,有些事情不是说要放就放。那是需要很多勇气的。我没有这种勇气。
我为了当个负责任的人,把我孩子生了下来。 为了当个负责任的妈妈,我凡事都把孩子们放在第一位。但是我发现在这个家庭里,负责任的只有我一个。
我不知道他心里怎么想。但是现在对我来说他的想法完全不重要。我只想好好的把孩子养大。看哪一天他甘愿提出离婚我们再来看看该怎么做。要不就等到哪儿天孩子长大了,不再需要我这个妈妈了,我再来为自己的"未来"打算打算。现在的我只好咬紧牙关挨下去。。。
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snowflakes at 10:19 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Life
In life, we don’t always get what we wish for.
Sometimes I wonder what is life? What is the purpose of living in this world?
The Buddha said each and every living being will attain enlightenment one day. But before that, we will have to go through sufferings to rid us of our sins. So, is that why we are here for??
Saw Aries’s blog.
Something happened between she & her hubby.
Seems like her hubby is playing a fool outside.. But I can’t say for sure, cos whatever I knew was from her blog… Not directly from the horse’s mouth.
I always thought once a girl marries, she should be treated like a princess by her hubby.
But that was only what I thought.
In reality, not all women are treated fairly.
Men are a bunch of greedy, selfish lot, aren’t they?
If not, why will there be such unfair happenings happening?
Kids
Dariz will be in P1 next year.
We’ll be attending his P1 orientation on 19 Nov 2011.
We have received a letter the other day which states the details of the orientation as well as his class details.
He will be in 1/6 in year 2012.
Thinking of the new journey ahead, I think I am equally excited as him!
Starting next year, Travis’s exam result will have significant impact on his future study route.
He still receive ‘red marks’ and there seems no improvement even though he does attend tuition for his chinese.
I think it’s time I should send him to better tuition centre to strengthen his knowledge in this subject.
Hopefully, he will be sensible enough to work hard for his own future.
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snowflakes at 11:07 AM