Wednesday, September 29, 2010
I feel so demoralised sometimes.
Feel like a fool... stupid moron!
Feel like a fool... stupid moron!
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snowflakes at 9:40 PM
Saturday, September 25, 2010
As usual..
I logged into my blogger account wanting to blog.
But when I was directed to the 'new post' page, my mind went blank.....
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snowflakes at 1:30 PM
Tuesday, September 07, 2010
4 Sept 2010
T & D started their first swimming lesson this morning. Their instructor's name is Randy. Was told by the swimming school that Randy has had 3 years of experience taking lessons. I was expecting a guy in his late 20s when but the instructor turn out to be some who looked like he just graduated from Poly. That really gave me a shock! But then looks can be deceiving.. As long as there is result in 3 months, I think we can consider him as a good instructor already.
5 Sept 2010
Brought the kids to library except Travis cos he was being uncooperative when my maid asked him to get changed. Borrowed some books for them. Hopefully it'll keep them occupied during this 1 week school holiday. On the way home, showed D & R the mimosa plant at the side of the pathway. They were fascinated! They spent some time 'interacting' with the mimosas. Took some pics of them in action and have uploaded (a few) to FB. Catch them there if you want =)
6 Sept 2010
Went to class after work. It was drizzling the whole time.. Guess I should be considered lucky that the drizzle didn't turn into a downpour or I would have been stuck in the office as I have no brolly with me.
Dylan prove to be a very good lecturer. He gives life examples every time he introduce us to a new topic and explained detailed enough for us to understand what it's all about without being confused by excessive information. And yes - Dylan's class is always full of laughter...
Group members stayed back for a while after class to discuss on the group meeting this coming Saturday. All agree on meeting at Yishun Safra. As usual, Great Samaritan Mr Alvin will be driving us there (from just Yishun MRT to Yishun Safra =P).
7 Sept 2010
Everything's fine today except for some arguments with Joe. As usual, we argued about the same old thing.. Ask him to wake up and guide Travis on his maths homework. Sent him an email with all the relevant information and also follow up a call. Instead, he slept till 12.30pm (he gotta leave for work at 1pm) without giving Travis any instructions. While coaching Travis, he kept calling me and tell me that Travis doesn't want to listen to him, Travis being rude to him, etc... I was like... WTF?! You're his freaking father and u can't even handle your son???? Hey, this is the biggest joke ever, man!!
On Marriage
I dunno how long this marriage will last but, much like others, I hope it will be till the end of time. Thinking back of those empty promises he made me, I can't help but feel the anger brewing within me. As much as I hate the way he handle things, I still love him..
Things change, people change.. everything in this world change except change itself. I can't expect that he stay the same Joey as before. That would be too unrealistic. What I could do is to accept - accept the change and the way he is. Of course, this only applies when things aren't being carried too far. As much as I would like to accept everything about him, I am nothing but mere human with normal human temperament. I will still curse and swear when I'm angry, cry when I'm sad and have the desire to end all sufferings. Hopefully, things would not deteriorate any further... Or my marriage...........
Feels good writing a blog without feeling the 'writer's-block'. Gotta go now.. Still need to teach Travis on his ordinals.. Till then, take care!
T & D started their first swimming lesson this morning. Their instructor's name is Randy. Was told by the swimming school that Randy has had 3 years of experience taking lessons. I was expecting a guy in his late 20s when but the instructor turn out to be some who looked like he just graduated from Poly. That really gave me a shock! But then looks can be deceiving.. As long as there is result in 3 months, I think we can consider him as a good instructor already.
5 Sept 2010
Brought the kids to library except Travis cos he was being uncooperative when my maid asked him to get changed. Borrowed some books for them. Hopefully it'll keep them occupied during this 1 week school holiday. On the way home, showed D & R the mimosa plant at the side of the pathway. They were fascinated! They spent some time 'interacting' with the mimosas. Took some pics of them in action and have uploaded (a few) to FB. Catch them there if you want =)
6 Sept 2010
Went to class after work. It was drizzling the whole time.. Guess I should be considered lucky that the drizzle didn't turn into a downpour or I would have been stuck in the office as I have no brolly with me.
Dylan prove to be a very good lecturer. He gives life examples every time he introduce us to a new topic and explained detailed enough for us to understand what it's all about without being confused by excessive information. And yes - Dylan's class is always full of laughter...
Group members stayed back for a while after class to discuss on the group meeting this coming Saturday. All agree on meeting at Yishun Safra. As usual, Great Samaritan Mr Alvin will be driving us there (from just Yishun MRT to Yishun Safra =P).
7 Sept 2010
Everything's fine today except for some arguments with Joe. As usual, we argued about the same old thing.. Ask him to wake up and guide Travis on his maths homework. Sent him an email with all the relevant information and also follow up a call. Instead, he slept till 12.30pm (he gotta leave for work at 1pm) without giving Travis any instructions. While coaching Travis, he kept calling me and tell me that Travis doesn't want to listen to him, Travis being rude to him, etc... I was like... WTF?! You're his freaking father and u can't even handle your son???? Hey, this is the biggest joke ever, man!!
On Marriage
I dunno how long this marriage will last but, much like others, I hope it will be till the end of time. Thinking back of those empty promises he made me, I can't help but feel the anger brewing within me. As much as I hate the way he handle things, I still love him..
Things change, people change.. everything in this world change except change itself. I can't expect that he stay the same Joey as before. That would be too unrealistic. What I could do is to accept - accept the change and the way he is. Of course, this only applies when things aren't being carried too far. As much as I would like to accept everything about him, I am nothing but mere human with normal human temperament. I will still curse and swear when I'm angry, cry when I'm sad and have the desire to end all sufferings. Hopefully, things would not deteriorate any further... Or my marriage...........
Feels good writing a blog without feeling the 'writer's-block'. Gotta go now.. Still need to teach Travis on his ordinals.. Till then, take care!
IcYb3|| counted
snowflakes at 9:03 PM
Friday, September 03, 2010
Each of us have the same amount of time. While I have to divide my time between working, studying, the kids & slp, you just have to divide yours between working, gaming & slp.
U can forsake sleep for gaming. Forsake your time with the kids for gaming. Forsake your precious time just for gaming... Regardless if there's anything require your attention, u will always be gaming. Why?!
Dun u know this is unhealthy? Unhealthy for you, for our family, our relationship?
The kids need help with their school work, need someone to discipline them in my absense, but all u do is gaming. Or better, you'll act as if you try, give up after a moment and say you can do nothing about it. If you can go to great length to achieve something in your game, why can't you put in the same amount of effort in your kids?
I dun understand why must you be so selfish and inconsiderate. You never bother if something u do is inconvenient to others, you just do what you want.
We took a vow to be together through thick and thin. But seems like nothing of such happen! Whenever I need consolation, comfort, or just plain help, you will never be there for me.. You can let you frenx scold me *bitch* without saying anything.. Are u a wimp or what??or are u just plain feeling-less? How would you feel if the situation was reversed?
You never bother about my feelings. I am just no one to you....
I'm not going to say anymore things in future. Do whatever you like, i'm giving up trying. (2 can play the same game) U can hurt this marriage as much as u want.. It doesn't concern me anymore!
U can forsake sleep for gaming. Forsake your time with the kids for gaming. Forsake your precious time just for gaming... Regardless if there's anything require your attention, u will always be gaming. Why?!
Dun u know this is unhealthy? Unhealthy for you, for our family, our relationship?
The kids need help with their school work, need someone to discipline them in my absense, but all u do is gaming. Or better, you'll act as if you try, give up after a moment and say you can do nothing about it. If you can go to great length to achieve something in your game, why can't you put in the same amount of effort in your kids?
I dun understand why must you be so selfish and inconsiderate. You never bother if something u do is inconvenient to others, you just do what you want.
We took a vow to be together through thick and thin. But seems like nothing of such happen! Whenever I need consolation, comfort, or just plain help, you will never be there for me.. You can let you frenx scold me *bitch* without saying anything.. Are u a wimp or what??or are u just plain feeling-less? How would you feel if the situation was reversed?
You never bother about my feelings. I am just no one to you....
I'm not going to say anymore things in future. Do whatever you like, i'm giving up trying. (2 can play the same game) U can hurt this marriage as much as u want.. It doesn't concern me anymore!
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snowflakes at 8:45 AM
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