Sunday, February 14, 2010
The chinese furtune tellers predicts that those who are born in the year of Tiger will have a turbulent year this year. I dunno if it's true to the others, but it's definitely starting to go this way for me. The last Year of Tiger I had, I got into tons of trouble. That was the worse year I ever had. It still send shivers down my spine just thinking about it. I dunno if I can still ride through such rough times now....
Peaceful valentines day. Too peaceful. Had a cup of red wine this afternoon - courtesy of John, and slept thru the whole afternoon. Woke up at 8pm and had my dinner, then go about my usual routine. No flowers, no presents, just a 'Happy Valentines Day' from Dear dear. It's enough.. I mean the greeting. I have no mood for CNY and Valentines day this year.. Totally no mood.. Maybe because, as predicted by those fortune tellers, things hasn't been going smoothly for me since the start of the year. Work, health, lovelife. Nothing at all...
Hubby has been jealous of my social life since a group has been formed to do our school project. The group, including me, has got 4 female & 1 male. That male's name is Alvin, rest of the females are Eliza, Shermeen & Mellissa. My groupmates are all fun-loving people. Even Melissa, the quietest of all, likes to crack jokes at times. We're very close.. Hubby is jealous of the 'closeness' between me and that male. Of course, the females are not a threat to him. So he couldn't be bothered by the fact thatI'm close to everyone and not just the male alone.. And that often causes misunderstanding between us.
Hubby thought I feel for Alvin. I tried to explain that the often meeting up, not only with him but the whole group, is due to the approaching deadline of our 2 reports. But he is not convinced. He thinks it's always me and him... I find it so funny... I told hubby with my looks, my figure, my status, who would want go out with me? I mean if I'm pretty or I have good figure like my sis or maybe I have none of the aforesaid but I'm still single, then maybe... But the problem is that i fit into none of those.. So, you tell me, who in their right mind, would want to go out with me??????
I'm tired of explaining, so I'm not going to do that anymore. I'll just let nature take its course... Action speaks louder than words, he will understand one day....
I have been trying to lose some weight. Partly is because I wanna look better. However, the main reason is because of my health. I feel like my heart is over-working half of the time, and will occasionally experience minor pain. I dun wan to be in the 'heart ache group' at such young age and I think I should start doing something about it. I've started to cut down on carbo - as a measurement to weight control. And I'll also try to some exercse 4-5 times per week, mainly Jogging and swimming, to strengthen my heart (in a way).
Gotta go now..
Labels: Life, marriage, uncertainties
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snowflakes at 10:05 PM