Tuesday, February 09, 2010
1st day of our 3 weeks short break & I’m starting to miss my classmates already. They’re such fun-loving people and it’s due to them that I look forward going to school every lesson!!!
If you are in my frenx list in FB, you would probably know that I have posted lotsa craps lately regarding ‘Love’. Yes, I am in trouble with ‘love’.. But as always, I will not let it destroy my life.
Joe starting work soon. Dunno what shift will he be working.. Hopefully morning shift so we will have more time together. I felt disturbed by the fact that he is a hardcore gamer. I hate that! And I think it’s hurting this marriage. I can let him have his way now since he is not working.. But I’ll definitely stand my ground if he does the same when he starts on his new job!
I was thinking about this family thing…And slowly one thought led to another and before I knew it, my mind was already on ‘extramarital affairs’. I always thought married woman who have extramarital affairs are immature, greedy, promiscuous, etc… But then, after a single incident, I realized that not all women are like this. More often than not, most women are being ‘pushed’ into such situation byt their husband. Abusive, irresponsible, jealous, inattentive husbands ‘push’ their wives into the arms of another man.
You know.. Couples fight.. So when we fight, I often wonder why am I so stupid as to let a guy who don’t appreciate me to tie me down for life. I know I will never want a divorce. I can’t imagine my son without a father!! Sometimes I just wanna break free of everything and live my own life. But I know this will eat my conscience forever. I will never forgive myself if my boys lead a less than perfect life in future because of what I did!
If you are in my frenx list in FB, you would probably know that I have posted lotsa craps lately regarding ‘Love’. Yes, I am in trouble with ‘love’.. But as always, I will not let it destroy my life.
Joe starting work soon. Dunno what shift will he be working.. Hopefully morning shift so we will have more time together. I felt disturbed by the fact that he is a hardcore gamer. I hate that! And I think it’s hurting this marriage. I can let him have his way now since he is not working.. But I’ll definitely stand my ground if he does the same when he starts on his new job!
I was thinking about this family thing…And slowly one thought led to another and before I knew it, my mind was already on ‘extramarital affairs’. I always thought married woman who have extramarital affairs are immature, greedy, promiscuous, etc… But then, after a single incident, I realized that not all women are like this. More often than not, most women are being ‘pushed’ into such situation byt their husband. Abusive, irresponsible, jealous, inattentive husbands ‘push’ their wives into the arms of another man.
You know.. Couples fight.. So when we fight, I often wonder why am I so stupid as to let a guy who don’t appreciate me to tie me down for life. I know I will never want a divorce. I can’t imagine my son without a father!! Sometimes I just wanna break free of everything and live my own life. But I know this will eat my conscience forever. I will never forgive myself if my boys lead a less than perfect life in future because of what I did!
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