Friday, September 12, 2008
rain rain go away
come again another day
Isabella want to play
Not play actually. I gotta rush over to my PT work(place)
after I finish my work here.
Dear dear seems kind of weird recently.
He can quarrel with me over the smallest thing..
And I find that he is sort of very negative..
Not very supportive in anything I do
and waste most of his time in front of the CPU
The only time I see him laugh so happily in a day
is when he sit in front of the CPU and watch the
Japanese anime 'Guy Maid'..
He would be so engross in the show that he became oblivious
to all happenings around him.
We often quarrel due to his couldn't-careless- attitude
(In short - Bo chap attitude)
I took up 2 jobs to help supplement household income.
All I hope is life would be better for everyone.
And I have enough money to buy things for my children
and myself once in a while..
Last evening, we met Boeyven at AMK Hub as I
need to buy some clothes for work.
I have been wearing the same clothes week after week
Couldn't I buy some clothes for myself??
He had this black long face the whole evening..
Every time i asked for his opinion on the clothes that I've chose
He would say 'not nice' or 'like shit' or 'eek'
I was quite pissed off with his reaction and that led us to another round of quarrel
When we reached the void deck of our block
I asked him some Qs (forgotten what was it)
And he, as usual, gave me a 'nothing happen' (innocent look) answer
I remember telling myself
My marriage has failed...
I'm a total failure...
No matter how good I treat him
No matter how much I love him
I'm always worse than any others
who had conned him of his money..
Who had lie to him umpteen times..
Who had gotten him into big big trouble..
I feel that he's sinking deeper each day
He's just happy to live a meaningless life day after day
No matter how I try to talk sense into him
No matter how I try to encourage him
He is still happy to be the way he is now.
To summarize it: He has given up on his (current) life
I wouldn't know what will he become if we really have a divorce someday
Maybe he'll become happier..
Maybe he will lead a more fruitful life...
But...
What will my life become then????
And that of my kids????
come again another day
Isabella want to play
Not play actually. I gotta rush over to my PT work(place)
after I finish my work here.
Dear dear seems kind of weird recently.
He can quarrel with me over the smallest thing..
And I find that he is sort of very negative..
Not very supportive in anything I do
and waste most of his time in front of the CPU
The only time I see him laugh so happily in a day
is when he sit in front of the CPU and watch the
Japanese anime 'Guy Maid'..
He would be so engross in the show that he became oblivious
to all happenings around him.
We often quarrel due to his couldn't-careless- attitude
(In short - Bo chap attitude)
I took up 2 jobs to help supplement household income.
All I hope is life would be better for everyone.
And I have enough money to buy things for my children
and myself once in a while..
Last evening, we met Boeyven at AMK Hub as I
need to buy some clothes for work.
I have been wearing the same clothes week after week
Couldn't I buy some clothes for myself??
He had this black long face the whole evening..
Every time i asked for his opinion on the clothes that I've chose
He would say 'not nice' or 'like shit' or 'eek'
I was quite pissed off with his reaction and that led us to another round of quarrel
When we reached the void deck of our block
I asked him some Qs (forgotten what was it)
And he, as usual, gave me a 'nothing happen' (innocent look) answer
I remember telling myself
My marriage has failed...
I'm a total failure...
No matter how good I treat him
No matter how much I love him
I'm always worse than any others
who had conned him of his money..
Who had lie to him umpteen times..
Who had gotten him into big big trouble..
I feel that he's sinking deeper each day
He's just happy to live a meaningless life day after day
No matter how I try to talk sense into him
No matter how I try to encourage him
He is still happy to be the way he is now.
To summarize it: He has given up on his (current) life
I wouldn't know what will he become if we really have a divorce someday
Maybe he'll become happier..
Maybe he will lead a more fruitful life...
But...
What will my life become then????
And that of my kids????
IcYb3|| counted
snowflakes at 1:02 PM
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