Sunday, July 06, 2008

Just came back from fly~
Went with Ferlyn and Xinyi..
Find the atmosphere there rather boring tonight
Seems like it's nt as happening as before..
Standard drop~

Drank quite a bit..
But still couldn't lift my mood up
to enjoy the party
Maybe I'm just nt in the mood for party tonight
Or maybe my mother-nature is at it again..
I'm worried my kids would wake up while I'm partying..
Worried that my mother in law would be unhappy
if she finds me nt in bed when she wake up
to feed my baby..
Or maybe like what Ferlyn say
I'm old at heart..
Too old (at heart) for partying
Who knows~
Whatever it is...
I just cant enjoy myself tonight..
And i think i would never want to go party again..

Chat with Ferlyn just nw at fly
while we're having our smoking break
Then all of a sudden this common frenx
came into the topic~
We were gossiping abt her..
And i told Ferlyn hw much i hate / despise her
But after everything..
Ferlyn said she find that I still care abt her

Maybe~
9 yrs of frenxship..
We're always so close tol each other..
I really took u as my sister
I tried to give in to you no matter hw unreasonble u are
I know u did alot for me too...
But our frenxship just cant withstand the test of time..
Maybe I'm just nt the kind of frenx u want
Someone whom can go out with you evertime u want o meet out
Or someone who would support u in whatever thing u do..
I just can't..
If i think that what u're doing id wrong
I'll just speak my mind~
Maybe thay offend u??
I dunno~
Even though I hate to admit
But i know deep in my heart
I still care for you..
I would still read ur blog every now and then...
trying to know hw are u getting on in life..
But like what i said..
It's impossible for us to go back to hw we used to be..
I know u wouldn't want it too...
No point being frenx again when we hv so much
hard feelings for each other..
I'm happy with my life now..
Who knows 10 yrs down the road
I might not even remember who u are??
Life's unpredictable~
As long as one die when i leave this world..
And i know that I dd not waste this trip here..
I'll be happy and satisfied~

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 2:47 AM

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