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Friday, May 30, 2008

Last day of the week
But i still can't take a rest
I've take on another part time job
Why??
For the money, of cos

How's my new job??
Great!!
I work like crazy everyday
Before u finish one task, another comes in
sometimes i can even see stars
That's true

The world is coming to an end??
I think so
Cyclone in myanmar
Earthquake in Sichuan
Tornado in LA
Drought in Italy
Flood in Africa
Another earthquake happened today in
Greenland or wherever it is
6.8 magnitude

When will Singapore be affected??

Soon, I guess

Given the current situation of our mother earth
I doubt she can hang on long
Global warming is on the top priority in most country's list
But dun you think we're too slow in tackling this problem?
We do stupid things to earn money at the expense of the earth
And now that the earth is seriously 'sick'
We ask everyone to 'be careful' in treating mother earth

What the hell?!?!

World End: When will it come??
Soon, I told ya~
We won't be the victim of world end
We won't live to see the end of the world
We'll only be in the process
the strongest impact won't be on us
But i believe it will be on our next generation
Maybe my sons, or my son's son
Thinking of it, will your heart ache??

I do~

All humans will die like how the dinosaurs did
This world will be vacant for a long long time
before some species from out of nowhere take over and rule the world
And the whole cycle starts

Haiz~
The circles of life~

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 10:28 PM

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Started my new job yesterday
Quite good..
Not bad~

Came across a blog..
she said that she believe in honesty
when it comes to relationship..
Thats true~
I agree~
But what she doesn't know is that:
you can never find someone who will accept u
given ur present status
Men are a selfish lot..
They will never accept you when u
have a burden with you..
My advice to you if u ever come across my blog:
Spend your time and effort on your kid rather then
those men. They will never be true to you.
And it's more worthwhile..

Dear dear ask me a question just now
I find it funny when he asked me that
cos i thought he knows the answer
He asked: 为什么你身边的朋友，就连那些
结了婚的，都有男朋友，为什么你没有？？
I asked him what for??
Why should i have a boyfriend??
He said cos everyone is having one..
I repllied: 人家有是人家的事，为什么我要像人家一样？？
He was satisfied witth my answer..
The reason why i'm not like my frenx~
Have boyfriends and stuff like that is:
1)I'm too fat, no one wants me!!
2)I can't afford to sacrifice my family for something that i
dun gain anything from
3)I love my hubby~ Yes, I love him! He's the most wanted guy in my life~
I can't afford to lose him..

Mushy??
Maybe,,
But i rally meant it..
Maybe not the 1st~
Not the 2nd~
But definitely the 3rd~

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 9:47 PM

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Heard this song suddenly when i was in the bus the other day
Really nice song~ Enjoy everyone!

李圣杰-很想说

woo~ you are so beautiful to me
在午夜里你永远最美
连你一个微笑也都会让我醉
你所谓的幸福我想给
以为手不放开就是痴心绝对太愚昧
难道笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了
还是真心死了彼此不信任了终于懂了真的
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了 my love
笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了
还是真心死了彼此不信任了
终于懂了(终于懂了)真的(真的)
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的(是你的)
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了(忘记了)
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说你真的忘记了爱了
就有坚持理由(就有坚持理由)
别说我会留在路口不会走 ho woo (爱你会直到最后)
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的(hey aaa)
很想说你真的误解了(八八)
很想说你真的忘记了(阿 ha)
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的(八八)
很想说你是否听见了
很想说我们可不可以复合

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 2:22 PM

Friday, May 23, 2008

Going off in another 15 mins time
Today is my last day @ work
Will be working in Boustead House from Tuesday onwards
I kinda feel sad~
I 'she bu de' my frenz here..
Jesslyn, Jane Lee, Elva, Kelly & Ah gong (Grandpa)
They're really ncie and funny ppl
Jokers~

Angela came for interview just now
Will be starting work on the 2nd June
Me got my paycheque from Freddy
and had also returned the key & access card to him

Will be taking my chinese exam on Monday
I dun wish for very good result,
but i hope i will pass
O level chinese~
I dun know how difficult it can be,
I have not even touch the 10 yrs series yet=P

Hope life will be better from now on
Money is always not enough
Given the high standard of living
And the current inflation
$$$ became more like waste papers..

Hopefully, I'll learn more ways to be thrifty
so as to be able to provide better for my family
with my meagre sum of salary every month..
Haiz~
3 kids..
Who would have thought that i would have 3 kids at
such a young age..
Ppl my age are out there enjoying their life
while i am worried of 'bread & water' here..
Life would be better as time goes by..
I strongly believe...

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 2:48 PM

Thursday, May 22, 2008

It's a fruitful day, definitely..

Surfed the net looking @ the choices of school i have
for my sons Primary education today.
Already had a few choices in mind
So i surf the net to look up on the school
One of them is Maha Bodhi School

So i went into the school website & read up on the school
Understand that the school have no PVS (Parents Volunteer Scheme)
But can be recommended by members of SBF (Singapore Buddhist Federation)
I was so excited...

Previously i got to know from other mummies that MBS (Maha Bodhi School)
have no PVS, i was quite disappointed as i am not staying within the 2m range
and neither was i in the Alumni.
So I thought that my hope of placing my son in MBS was dashed for good..
But upon knowing that I can still 'fight' for a place in that school
through recommendation renewed my hope.
So I did some searching in the web, looking through the list
of members in SBF
Saw a very familier name...
It was the name of the Childcare centre my son is attending
It had totally slipped out of my mind earlier that my son
is attending a buddhist childcare centre..
I called the Temple and talked to a lady there..
She said that the Reverand was not in, asked me to leave my
sontact no and she'll get the Reverand to call me later..

My son's pronciple called me after lunch
Said that she was replying to my call...
So i told her the same thing again and she agreed to help me write a letter
But it's still too early now, so i wll have to get back to her next year..

I'm relieved to hear that..
Wheew~
My son will have a chance to get into a good school..
I am a buddhist myself
And i believe that kids with religious belief tends to be
more well behaved (though not all)
MBS is also a chinese school
with Chinese as first language
A Buddhist school with chinese as first language
That's what I'm looking for in a school..
Hopefully my son will get a placement in MBS.
*I'm keeping my finger crossed*

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 1:28 PM

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Hi everyone, I'm switching job again..
Lolz~
Me will be starting my new job next week
as a Admin cum Receptionist @ Boustead Hse
Went for the interview last Friday
Steven replied to me this afternoon
They decided to hire me!!!
I'm soooooooooooooooo happy~

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 9:45 PM

Monday, May 19, 2008

Talk to Yuhui yesterday
Her grandma just discharged from hospital few days back
Disgnosed with malignant lung cancer
Doctor say that she's left with 2-3 mths to live
if she eats..
If she continue to resist food, shell left with much
lesser time..
Yuhui is looking after her
Can feel from the tone of her voice that
she's very sad..
Her grandma is the one who dotes on her most
She's also the one her grandma looks for now
she said that except her, her grandma listen to no one else
she spend more time with her
Talking to her, showing her care & concern
Hoping that she'll be happy in her last days
& is able to go peacefully
Her neighbour, a nurse, told her that ppl with this kind of
illness drag on for the longest before they eventually go
Yuhui feel sad, I feel sad too...
But there's nothing we can do at this poiny of time
All we can do now is to give her emotional support
Accompanying her through her last days

Am looking @ 10pm news nw..
Reports of the China earthquake makes me teary everytime
2 babies were born in the temp shelter after the quake
I wonder hw the mummies going to nurse their babies
at this kind of situation
But the ppl in China are still fortunate
compared to those in Myanmar
Wonder hw are the ppl in Myanmar is doing
There's quite limited reports on them
All i know now is that the Junta starts letting relief team
into those affected area
But the whole situation is still bad

Really hope that the situation can improve faster
Ppl there are really suffering a fate worse than death..
Haiz~

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 10:45 PM

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Went swimming with my sons and bro yesterday
The kids had fun in the baby pool
Sliding into the water & walking around the pool
They just simply love swimming!!!

Went down to Power House last night.
It's the first time i went down there after
i gave birth to my 3rd son
3y was there too...
He made a D'fly member card & reserved a table for me
He basically took care of everything for me..

Ferlyn & San went with me..
Together with ferlyn's frenx~
Who i met them after i reached PH.
Got to know quite a few girlfriends
who are really friendly...
Had a really enjoyable night...
Photos taken with Ferlyn & San was uploaded
to friendster today..
You can take a look there if u want..

Hangover this morning..
Drank only 3 servings of hennesy with coke,
1 shot of Tequila (complimentary serving from 3y)
and a few sips of Champagne
And I'm gone~
But luckily, I wasn't the worst
Ferlyn wasn't even more 'gone' than me..
She told me the same thing over for at least
20 times in less than an hour
Seems she's pretty excited over tat "thing"
(for which i cannot reveal)

Reached home @ 5am in the morning..
Baby was crying for milk then
Fed him, wash up & slept
It's been a long long time since i was this happy..

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 3:26 PM

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Skipped work today..
Wasn't feeling well...
Will be meeting Yuhui later..
she needs to go Suntec to exchange her pram..
Guess she bought a faulty one without knowing it
So now she gotta go back there..

Still waiting for her call since this morning
It's already 1plus now in the afternoon...
I wonder what's taking her so long~

Celebrated my mother in law's birthday the other day..
We went to Lee Gui @ Mosque St for dinner...
We invited only family member so it's actually
not a simple celebration...
Too bad Fiona wasn't there..
(Joe's cousin whose baby is 12hrs younger than my Rhys)
I've been wanting to see her baby boy,
but till now i still haven't had the chance to do so..
Here are some pics taken during the dinner:

Our family photo taken by Joe's Auntie

Me with my mother in law, She's the strongest
woman i ever seen in my life

My hubby - Saw hw big he opened his mouth??
That was because the cake taste simply delicious~
He gulp down the whole slice in 1 go, no joke!!

Me, with my beloved Precious..
Naughty Rhys

That's the cake that taste simply delicious
Simple, and delicious!!!

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 1:16 PM

Came home late today..
Went swimming with Ferlyn & Jas jus now..
Went for dinner after that..
Chatted on one common friend of ours..
After so long, i finally come to a decision..
This person will be outta of my life forever..
No way can we be friends again..
No way will i feel hurt for this person again...
This person is no more in my life!!!
I dun wanna be a fool who always
thought she's just in a bad mood when
she show me her f*cking attitude..
Who still thought she's my bestie when she's
treating me like some money tree...
I should've realized this sooner to avoid all
misunderstandings..

Your bestie is far away from you...
I'm not ur bestie...
I'm just a fool u take as subs to her...
No matter hw gd i treat u,
u still treat me like a fool...
U always ask me dun compare...
She's her, And I'm me...
But let's exchange role n see if u will compare..
Let me treat u the way u treat me
& see hw u woould feel...

But I'm happier now...
All thanks to this person...
If not for that incident to happen,
maybe I would be still leading the same old life...
Blinded by the so-call 'sisterhood'...

Life has never been better...

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 12:53 AM

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Was busy with work these few days...
3 of the blocks in The SeaView Condo has TOP.
Another 3 will be TOP next month.
Now busy preparing for the advertisement &
stuff like that.

Down with sore throat & cough again..
Lots of phlegms....
Feeling really terrible...

Face with lotsa problems lately.
Relationship problems...
As usual..
Relationship with my hubby rockier than ever
I dun think it'll ever improve...
I dun know.. Jus some kind of gut feeling..
How should i describe hw i feel inside...
That kind of feeling is really indescribable...
I feel hurt....

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 8:52 PM

Monday, May 05, 2008

日盼夜盼，终于让我们盼到 joe joe 去他爸爸店做工

今天第一天上班，他说生意不是很好。

可能他是‘衰人’，所以生意就不好吧！

Lolx~

I received a good news this evening from helen..
She said that Thomas & HR have agreed to reinstate my position.
So I'll be going back to DTZ this coming Thursday.
I was still thinking if they refuse to reinstate me,
den i'll go back Singtel & work as temp...
But since nnow, they want me back,
den i need nt trouble over finding a job...
Hope everything will go on fine..

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 8:34 PM

Friday, May 02, 2008

Was supposed to go for a family outing to zoo yesterday.
But my mother in law suddenly called and advice us to cancel the trip
when we're halfway to our destination.
She said the HFMD is on the rise & it's summer now,
she's afraid that the kids would get heat-stroke.
We cancelled the trip and went over to my grand-auntie's house instead

Grandma was discharged from hospital on Tuesday (29/04/08)
Aunt Teresa came to Singapore on the same day.
Saw grandma for the first time yesterday after she's outta hospital.
She looked better, but she sounded weak. Her body was covered with plasters
of different sizes from the poking of needles. It hurt me to see her like that.

Grandma is very demoralised. She kept saying that
she should insist not receiving the treatment earlier.
She knew it would be torturous.
And she rather die than to go through this kind of torture.
It hurt all of us to hear this kind of words coming out from her mouth.

Grandma will be going for her dialysis later in the evening.
The whole process will take approx 4hrs.
Will give her a call later to ask how she feels to day.
To talk to her about everything and nothing.
I don't know how much time she's left with.
But i do hope to spend as much quality time with her as possible.
what happened on my grandpa has already left me with tons of regrets.
I dun wish the same thing to happen twice......

IcYb3|| counted snowflakes at 9:49 AM