Thursday, December 07, 2006
Hack!!! I am so damn blur recently!!! I dun even know that my econ class has ended 2 days ago~~ Shack!! What the hell am I dreaming of? Hur~
~Just called my school to request for another copy of the class schedule. They say they'll fax over to me, but I called them 3 times, and not even 1 fax I receive... haiz~
I'm going crazy trying to understand what the econ lecturer is saying... I attended his class for abt 8weeks, and frankly, I dun really understand what he teaches... Econs is so difficult .. With the formula and the stupid theory to remember.... I doubt I can pass the exam...
Life is still about he same.. No change... Day in day out doing the same old thing... Work, go home/study, go home... Saturday night go 'chiong', den wake up at 8am the next morning to take care of that 2 lil' rascals... Basically, that's my life... ~No Life~
Received an email from HDB the other day announcing the launch of another BTO flats. This email really caught my eyes as these flats will be built in Sengkang, Compassvale View.. A short distance away from my mother's place… Hahaha!!! Im so happy!!! After reading what I got to know from the web, I decided to apply for a 3rm flat. Will not know if I'm allocated to the flats until next feb/mar. HDB will send a letter to inform us after they have access our application and the balloting. But I'm quite sure I'll be able to have a flat allocated to me due to several reasons. At last I'm going to have my own flat!! Haha~~ I'm so excited abt it! I keep looking into HDB's website to see the block plan and keep thinking of which unit to apply, on which level and daydream of how I would decorate my house when the time comes.. Checking out the cost of engaging an interior designer, the estimated amount I would need for the furniture and electrical appliances, the best renovator, and lotsa stuffs!!! These alone could keep me going for days!!!
Hah~
Dearie says that I'm too 'kiasu'. Cos it's still too early to think of all these... Actually he have a point too... Cos we are still not even sure if we'll be able to get the flats... It's really a bit silly to think of all these now... But well... It's always good to have a dream, isn't it?
Have not been smoking for abt 3 days.. Hope this time I'll be able to pull it through... Gotta really quit for good.. Can't continue smoking as it not only do harm to my lungs, but my pocket as well.. After I successfully quit this habit, I'll try to make my hubby quit too... So that he won't die before me... Haha~
Missing grandpi now.. So sad.. Everyone at home dreamt of grandpi after he passed away.. But only I didn't dream of him... Why??? I miss him so much!!! Logically, I should be the one who dream of him the most often... Cos I've been thinking of him all the time... Sometimes I wonder if grandpi is angry with me for not staying by his side when he needs me the most? Everywhere I go to, I'll think of grandpi.. When I'm in the train, when I'm at home, when I'm having supper with my hubby @ the coffeeshops near out place, images of grandpi and me in these places would pop up in my mind. I love him... But I lost him.... The only regret I have is not spending more time with him when he's well…
*Serves me right for feeling so terrible now*
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snowflakes at 3:27 PM