Monday, October 02, 2006
The sky is dark today.. I see no shining sun..
Just reached home. Went to Changi General Hospital today to visit my grandpa. But i doubt he even know I'm there. He's is the MICU. With tubings all ard him.. Have not passed the critical period. It hurts me so much to see him in this state. I love him... I love him so much... I know his time is up. I know he's going to leave us. I am already prepared for the worst. All i hope for is that he need not go through all these pains. I want him to go peacefully...
Remember those time when i was still a kid, my grandpa would always brought me out for shopping. He'll always buys me the nicest food, the prettiest dress, the nicest & latest game...etc~ I'm like a pearl to him.. The apple of his eyes.. Even after i became a mother.. He still dote on me alot.. We'll run ard Singapore just for food hunting.. We can go from Balestier to chinatown... Just to eat & shop.. We were really very happy then...
But now he's in this state, I cant even do something for him... All i can do is cry.. And feel the pain inside me.. But i can never help him by sharing his pain.. He's now on sedative; as he got tubings all ard him.. If he's conscious, the pain would be too much for him to bear. How i wish they'll just let him go... Even if he's out of danger & will recover, he'll still have to go through another amputation, and dailysis. All these are sufferings... It'll drain him out... Both physically & emotionally.. I just hope for all these sufferings to end... I love you! Grandpa~
Just reached home. Went to Changi General Hospital today to visit my grandpa. But i doubt he even know I'm there. He's is the MICU. With tubings all ard him.. Have not passed the critical period. It hurts me so much to see him in this state. I love him... I love him so much... I know his time is up. I know he's going to leave us. I am already prepared for the worst. All i hope for is that he need not go through all these pains. I want him to go peacefully...
Remember those time when i was still a kid, my grandpa would always brought me out for shopping. He'll always buys me the nicest food, the prettiest dress, the nicest & latest game...etc~ I'm like a pearl to him.. The apple of his eyes.. Even after i became a mother.. He still dote on me alot.. We'll run ard Singapore just for food hunting.. We can go from Balestier to chinatown... Just to eat & shop.. We were really very happy then...
But now he's in this state, I cant even do something for him... All i can do is cry.. And feel the pain inside me.. But i can never help him by sharing his pain.. He's now on sedative; as he got tubings all ard him.. If he's conscious, the pain would be too much for him to bear. How i wish they'll just let him go... Even if he's out of danger & will recover, he'll still have to go through another amputation, and dailysis. All these are sufferings... It'll drain him out... Both physically & emotionally.. I just hope for all these sufferings to end... I love you! Grandpa~
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