Monday, October 16, 2006
Went to visit my grandfather this evening. Heard from my mum that he has been transfered to normal ward... I tot his condition is better.. But when i went into his room... I burst out crying...
He is lying there.. Staring into space. And his neck is like jelly, he can't even support his head. I went over by his side, i called him a few times.. But he didnt give me any response. Just lie there and stare into nothing... Do you know how i feel? I can feel my heart is breaking at that time.. My heart aches so much i wish i could die...
I'm there, at the side of the one i love most in my life. But i can't do anything but see him suffer... He have so much plengms in his lungs due to the infection that he can't even breathe properly.. They have to suck out the phlegms for him a few times per day.
I was there when the nurse came in and give him his medicine. He couldn't even get anything down his throat now... Not even water.. So they have to use those kind of like drips, insert it into his veins. He's so frail and weak. His hand is so thin.. The nurse couldn't even find a vein good enough to do the insert. The nurse tried once, found it.. But due to the pain, my grandpa move his hand slightly n the vein is lost... I can see from his facial expression that he is really, really in pain. But we can do nothing.. We can only stay at his side and console him... But what good can that do??? Nothing at all.....
His last wish for now is to go home.. But no one wants to bring him home... I mean his son... They are afraid of the bacteria. According to the doc, the bacteria is contagious, not highly though. His sons are scared that he'll pass the bacteria to their children... So no one wants to bring him home... My mum thought of bringing him back to stay with her... But my dad objected... He said that my mum would invite gossips if she do that... It will not reflect good on my uncles...
But now the dying man has only a few more dys to live.. Why can't they just sacrifice a few days and bring him home??? If I'm now not staying with my in-laws, i would bring him back with me... And take care of him till the day he leave us... Afterall, even if it is very troublesome, it's only for a few days only... As the one my grandpa dotes most, what is these few days compared to the years he had taken care of me???
*~Gong~ I love you forever. You might not be able to recognize me anymore, but it does not matter to me. Cos no matter what i will be by your side till the day you are gone. You will always be in my heart...*
He is lying there.. Staring into space. And his neck is like jelly, he can't even support his head. I went over by his side, i called him a few times.. But he didnt give me any response. Just lie there and stare into nothing... Do you know how i feel? I can feel my heart is breaking at that time.. My heart aches so much i wish i could die...
I'm there, at the side of the one i love most in my life. But i can't do anything but see him suffer... He have so much plengms in his lungs due to the infection that he can't even breathe properly.. They have to suck out the phlegms for him a few times per day.
I was there when the nurse came in and give him his medicine. He couldn't even get anything down his throat now... Not even water.. So they have to use those kind of like drips, insert it into his veins. He's so frail and weak. His hand is so thin.. The nurse couldn't even find a vein good enough to do the insert. The nurse tried once, found it.. But due to the pain, my grandpa move his hand slightly n the vein is lost... I can see from his facial expression that he is really, really in pain. But we can do nothing.. We can only stay at his side and console him... But what good can that do??? Nothing at all.....
His last wish for now is to go home.. But no one wants to bring him home... I mean his son... They are afraid of the bacteria. According to the doc, the bacteria is contagious, not highly though. His sons are scared that he'll pass the bacteria to their children... So no one wants to bring him home... My mum thought of bringing him back to stay with her... But my dad objected... He said that my mum would invite gossips if she do that... It will not reflect good on my uncles...
But now the dying man has only a few more dys to live.. Why can't they just sacrifice a few days and bring him home??? If I'm now not staying with my in-laws, i would bring him back with me... And take care of him till the day he leave us... Afterall, even if it is very troublesome, it's only for a few days only... As the one my grandpa dotes most, what is these few days compared to the years he had taken care of me???
*~Gong~ I love you forever. You might not be able to recognize me anymore, but it does not matter to me. Cos no matter what i will be by your side till the day you are gone. You will always be in my heart...*
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